Wednesday, September 28, 2011

i hate disgusting man

hai everyone!

how was your day recently?..........its been a while since my last post...........hope your day will full with happy things around you..........for me, i wish to have all happy days in my life........but that not as easy as you think it would be..........yesterday i was so happy yet today i feel so disgusting with what happen...........

i always wish that i would not bumped into something that i really dont wanna.......all my fears come true today........i suddenly bumped with that wretched man with his witch.......OMG!! feel like i fall hardly from the sky to the ground.........what the fake!! sound like my evil come out from my mind right......but only people that know the truth would know why i feel like that.........

how would you as a girl feel when your boyfriend tell you that he cannot be with you anymore because of his family problems?........saying that his mother wanna girl from his own family side?....... and yet after break off you found that he mingles and having affair with another girl that TOTALLY are not from his family side?.........isn't the reasons and excuses that he give you before is STUPID???........that pesky guy!

OMG........now mostly word that came out from my mouth are bad.......no,,let me say that it worst!...........i'm not the kind of girl that would saying words like that..........cause i feel that the fact that i saw just now, make thing that i have accepted before gone too far from my limits.........now i'm feel stupid cause have been fool by stupid man..........wooisshhhh!..........i need to take a deep breathe......until.......bubye!

Sunday, September 18, 2011

sudden thought


Sometimes in our days we probably would think about things that we wish to forget...........just like me thinking about him.........seeking for his progression from time to time even in a distant.......i wish i could forget,yet still i can't..........how hopeless i'm.............everyday i try to make myself happy as i can.........try to forget things that could rib out my attentions..........its like i'm carry a large load...........so painful in side...........but all this i should bear it.........as far as i could...

i feel thankful to Allah coz i was given with friends around me that support me and protecting me all the time............. with them, i could continue my life as usual............my love always been turn down by the man i really love.......many times even not so many........leave me n my love like throwing stones in the sea.......yet still my friends always there even i turn them down........that's make me really feel touch when think about them........now friends are everything for me.......

i wish not to believe in love for the time being.......keep reminding myself that love from man are nonsense.........coz i've been hurt by men for many times.........they think my love is nothing...........well, its okay for me now.........coz i know everything that happen in the world have its own reward.........now they are leaving me n hurt my feelings.........in the future who know's.......so, i'm retired from being in love!!


Monday, September 12, 2011

feel sorry

Assalamualaikum,

its beginning of new semester now.....well, its my 7th semester of course......counting days for my graduation....hahaha but this semester seems to be more difficult i guess, especially thinking about the lecturers whose going to teach me the whole semester........more challenges to be face upon the future.......hope i got some helps or miracles to overcome those difficulties.......(-_-!)

i have some so call desire or goals this semester........since i'm single now and hoping for no more......well, thinking about that back to times its like i always have love problems........probeably countless of them.....yeah, i wish to say 'LOVE IS SICKENING'.......hahahahaha guys always poke my feelings though they are not really want 'love'......i call that STUPID.....;p

i'm now hopefully wanna focus about my career.......my future of course........no BOYS are allowed inside my mind.........talking about da future its seem so wide.......its like i wanna do everything.......one of my goal is to be the best among the guys who have left me.....cause i swear to make them feel sorry for leaving me.......sound like devil isn't it?.........let just keep that in my mind....hahahaha so, pray for my success and pray for your success too....(^_^)

see you all later.....;)

Saturday, September 10, 2011

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Assalamualaikum, selamt hari raya aidilfitri dan maaf zahir batin saya ucapkan wat sume ye.....sory lme da xupdate blog....hehehe anyway, mane kueh raya korg sume???.....sy nk rasa ckit....nk bg byk pun xpe.....(^_^)

stay tune for my other post okey....see u all later...daaa~