Wednesday, April 13, 2011

sorrowful day 2 : being left alone

now my heart feel really hurt........as if it will break a part...........how come its easily for him to say like that...........'i cant make your day happy from now on, that why i left you'.............as easy as that.........doesn't our love before mean anything to him?........if so then why its easily for him to say like that?........if before he can make my day so sweet and happy, then why not now?

man always like that........if they want, they will get to us.......if they doesn't want anymore, they left us just like that........its like we are not valuable to them anymore.........why are men like that?????........oohhh, its really hurt now.......how far can i bare this kind of feeling?.......its hurt even more now........he have forget our days before........he forget about his sweet talk........he forget everything that he says when he was happy with me.......

its has been the third time now.........i wanna cry..........n wanna cry even more..........i feel like wanna shout to the world........why do thing like this happen to me?.......n it has been the third time now.......am i not eligible to fall in love n being in love?.......love always making fun of me..........come when i'm sad....making me happy.......n left me when i'm happy......n make me sad.....again n again.........

i hate being like diz......played by feelings.........stop making fun of me ok!!........i hate it.......i'm a humankind..........i have feelings........i have heart........i know the meaning of sadness..........i know the feeling to be left alone.........u said that u will never leave.........coz other people always leaving u..........now ur eating ur own words.........u leaving me now...........n what is THAT?.....are u a humankind or not........dont u have any feelings???

now i have to bare the sadness again n again n again..........the story keep circulating.......likes its will never be end......


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