Tuesday, March 29, 2011

hajat xkesampaian

hmmm....pg td sepatut nye sy n kwn2 g men basikal...sbb kteorg nk g pantai.....tp mlg nye hjan trun dr mlm td ag hgga pg ni....soo, hajat nk berbasikal ke pantai xkesampaian....sedih nyerr.....br je rs nk cari ketenangan kat pantai....waaaa.....sdeh2.....xpelah.nk wat mcm mane....xde rezeki....td g makan2 kat bilik atema....die buat kn sandwich sardin...sy plak wat mee goreng sedaap....mama bwk roti kentang n teh O panas....seha dtg bwk lptp n perut nye....hehehehe

sdap btol hjan2 menikmati mkn ngn kwn2....dudok2 smbl borak2 kat bilik.....dgn teh panas yg hangat2...menghangatkn bdn yg sejuk2 hr ni....ahahahaha skrg hr mendung....semendung hti sy.....then dgr lagu korea yg mendayu2....menambahkn lagi kelayuan mata....tp mlas nk tdo da...sbb td da tdo byk..9jam tdo....hahaha okey lahh...nk start buat krje...smga sy akn trus bersemangat nk siap kn krje2 ni....chaiyok2!!!! (^_^)

Monday, March 28, 2011

daddy's advice to me

after come back from having dinner, my dad call me......its been a while since the last time i call my home......dad ask if i have taken my dinner....(^_^).....daddy should know that her daughter never miss her eating time....that why her money always not enough....but still don't know where the fat go since my weight constantly like this......hahaha dad ask if i still got money@not....i told that my money only enough until the end of this month.....dad quiet shock and asking why....of coz i'm answering it due to my eating habits.....i like to eat and 70% of my money i spend for foods.....dad, please help your daughter....huhuhu

then dad ask me about my study....how was it?.....is't okey@not?......n how was my study progress?.....daddy advice me to study hard and smart...don't playing around...he tell me to focus on my study......prepare well for my finale......hmmm....yesterday mommy asking....n today its daddy........hohoho they must be worried about me....n hoping me to come out with best result.......can i do that?....am i able to realize their wish?.....mom...dad....i'll try my best okey....don't worry....please pray for your daughter here so she have the bless to face all the challenges.....(^_^)

its look like mommy and daddy can feel that i don't have spirit and feeling to do my works....that why they are calling me.....hehehe well, after hearing them, i feel better now.....thanks to my parents....i really love them soo much.....and really2 miss them.....their hope makes me wanna try so hard in my study......coz i don't have money to payback their money that they have spend for me....i very far for them that i'm unable to contribute my energy to help them.......i'm not their to comfort them when they are tired......cause the distance are too far from my family compare to my other friends......the things i only able to do is to study very hard...and manage everything smartly soo i wouldn't make my parents worry about me.....coz that the only thing i could do to appreciate what they have done for me for the time being.....

mommy...daddy....thanks coz u always support me till now......miss u mommy....miss u daddy....wait for me to come back on this may.....i'll cook many delicious foods for both of u......(^_^)

its gettng worst

arrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!.......i feel like i wanna scream as much as i can.........including today i'm getting worst.....what i'm suppose to do......damn!! i didn't do my work yet...n the deadline is getting nearer.....what's wrong with me?.......now i'm getting sad when i'm thinking about my self right now.....look's like i'm soo pitiful to be explain........and i also don't know what to say......suppose i'm finishing my report tonite....but i sleep after having my dinner with oppa......sleep for 3 hours.....OMG! suppose now i should having my quite sleep and nice dreams.....but what i'm doing now??.....posting for my blog...urgghh!

don't u think something wrong have getting in me?.......i feel like i'm another person right now....the dark side of me have controlling my body i suppose.....seems like i'm doing bad things recently......sleep late...wake up late....not doing my report and assignment...n not even touch a single thing for my PPTA.......i can't even think correctly nowadays.....tend to forget something that i shouldn't forget....don't u think that weird?.......nothing that i've done is the right things......its been a week that i'm acting like these.......n that's actually not good for me.......coz it will effect me worstly in da future.....especially the finale is getting nearer and nearer.....

my mother have call me when i came in my room after having dinner....asking how am i doing....when the stdy week is.....she told me to study goodly and focusly for my finale...and she want me to aiming to get 'dekan' again for this semester.....so that i could apply for pelepasan as a biasiswa for my education loan......when i'm think about it....ohh! mom,what i'm suppose to do??........your daughter is getting lazier nowadays.......help me mom....huhuhu its kind like another pressure come to me.....well, u can feel it u know....when your family hoping the best from you but in the same time you don't think you have the ability to do so.....n you try to keep pushing in your self to meet your family desire coz you xsampai hti nk kcwe kn mereka....

i hope i'll get better when i wake up tomorrow....i wanna stop all these nonsence attitude that i have to prevent in me......plezz pray fo me okey....have a nice nite everyone....(^_^)

Sunday, March 27, 2011

semangat yg hilang


hurmmm....xtau knpe 2 3 hr ni kemalasan sy menjadi2 dgn hbat nye........ape ntah sbb nye...i also dont know........ble pk je psal krje yg melambak, sy jd mls....urrgghhhh!! geram ngn diri sndri....knpe sy mls sgt2 ni???......krje2 melambak...final da dkt....next week da stdy week....hohoho what the reasons???....i keep thinking of it....tp still xtau sbb ape n dr mne punca kemalasan ni dtg....can somebody help me????

klu jd mcm ni ape ptt kte buat??..........hmmmm......mgkn kne tenangkn hti kot.....rs mcm nk pg pntai....ade sape2 nk bwk sy g beach x????.........jln2 kat pntai...tgk ombak...pijak2 pasir....feeling2 angin yg bertiup...wahh, best nye laa kn.......tp tu laa....peluang nk g blom dtg ag....huhuhu klu ade themepark kat cni kn best....dpt jgk nk meng'excited'kn diri ni....jerit2....enjoy2....huuuuuu

ape sy ptt buat ekk?........hrap2 laaa dpt smgt yg hlg tu smle.....ade sape2 nk bg smgt kat sy x?......my source of inspiration pnat plak hr ni....kesian die.....klu die nk bg smgt pun ape slh nye kn...hahahaha hr nk hjan da jap ag...lg laa menambahkn ketidaksemangatan sy.......please anyone....HELP ME!!!......huhuhu

Friday, March 25, 2011

lucky i'm in love with my bestfriend

am i lucky?..........i think soo.........hehehe do you have been fall in love before?........how does it feel?......great right?........that what we call L.O.V.E..........its what Allah give in our heart each of human.....loe is complex......its not juz between a girl and a boy.....its more than that.....love also between a mother n her child.....it also between a father n his children.......am i right?

well am i fall in love with my best friend???........hehehe i think its YES.....oppa its not juz a guy to me.....he's more than that......to me he is also like a best friend.....always there for me.....even i'm in trouble....ready to hear my problems even he will babbling to me after that....hehehe

he is an interesting guy......he is quite stubborn a little bit sometimes.......its depend on the situations......hmmmm........like to play his PES games everyday though i'm a bit worried about that....its not wrong juz i'm afraid he plays it too much that could effect his study a little bit........

he like to tease me a lot........but when i'm sulking, he knows how to persuade me and make me feel better......i like that...hehehe and i think he is very cute especially when he smile......with his small eyes....like...like...like......(^_^)


people always say do not put to much hope for it.....yes, i don't what will happen in the future......i hope i'll be with him as partner in my life.........but its depend on Allah decision.....i juz hoping it will come true and put effort on it.....i'm not gonna push things to the end.......but still i'm gonna give a try on it......coz i think we should not give up in love.......coz it always in our heart.......

everybody can be fall in love......there's nothing wrong in it......its depend on us how to handle it.......coz to me love is a precious thing that Allah give to us........soo we have to use it wisely........soooo.........how about YOURS????

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

ape nk jd daaa....

haaa......lme da xtulis....smpai ade permintaan plak....hehehee xlme ag nk final....so kne prepare awl2....jd sblm tu kne laaa release kn segala kekusutan dlm fikiran ni.....jd esok nk g picnic ngn kengkawan kelas.....SAK3_4&SAK3_4....;) suke2....lme da xbuat prgrm kelaz mcm ni.....hehehe klu bleh rs mcm nk bwk oppa.....tp xleyh plak sbb ni kelaz nye......huhuhuhu

mlm da dwnld byk lagu FT Island.....ske sgt band ni.....smpai kn oppa pun ske jgk....hahaha membawa pengaruh korea lak sy ni kat die....keh3 rs nye dlm koleksi da dkt 20 lgu FT Island......FT Island.....aja aja fighting!!

ntah nape da xtau nk tulis post......lps adi ckp post2 sy byk luahan perasaan.....n sy post ttg stdy plak....lps tu jd trus xtau nk ckp ape.....hahaha adi ni....tu la membantutkn pemikiran kina plak....haish

sooo.....hrap2 pasni idea nk tulis blog melimpah ruah......mls da nk ambk kira ape org ckap.....coz to me its like my diary.....hehehe



Saturday, March 19, 2011

tips blajar utk final

hari ni sy nk share ngn korg sume ttg tips bljr utk final.......lgpun final xlme ag kn....so kne laa wat preparation dr skrg....2mggu terakhir ni sgt pntg sbb dlm mggu ni lecturer akn bg tips utk final....hehehe soo, ni sy share ape yg sy slalu buat ble da nk final....(^_^)


1. attend sume kelaz yg ade
kte kne attend sume kelaz yg ade sbb kemungkinan lecturer akn bg tips dlm kelas....klu kte miss kelas, nnt kte akn terlepas tips yg pntg utk final......lecturer jgk mgkn akn ajar cara nk menjwb skln yg sepatut nye dlm mggu2 terakhir ni.....soo, korg jgn miss kelaz tau....

2. catat topic pntg
dlm mggu2 terakhir ni, lecturer slalu bg topic2 pntg yg berkemungkinan besar akn keluar dlm exam......soo topic2 ni pntg utk guide kte mse nk wat revision....soo, xde laa kte trsasar di jalanan...hehehe lgpun topic pntg ni akn bntu kte wat nota kecik kte spy kte sng nk bc nnt.....

3. buat nota2 ringkas

utk menyenangkn revision n pembacaan kte, kte kne buat nota kecik spy kte tau ape yg kte perlu bc utk final exam nnt.......dgn ade nye nota kecik, xdelah kepale kte serabut nk tgk nota yg byk n buku2 yg tebal2....sy pun xske sbnr nye nk bc bku tebal2...hahaha

4. tumpu perhatian semasa dlm kelaz

dlm 2mggu yg terakhir ni, kte kne tumpukn perhatian dlm lecture n tutorial sepenuh nye.......kebiasaannye ape yg lecturer ckp time mggu2 ni kemungkinan besar akn keluar......biase laaaa, dieorg kdg2 klu kte byk tye dieorg akn trckap jgk....hehehe soo, rjin2 laaa tye lecturer ye time ni.....;)

5. baiki jam tidur

kte mgkn ade jam tidur yg berbeza utk stiap org....ade yg ske tdo siang n berjaga mlm.....ade yg ske tdo mlm2 n berjga siang....soo depends dgn korg laaa......seelok nye dlm mse yg trdekat ni sblm final, kte kne btol kn jam tdo....kpd sesiape yg ske brjga mlm...kurg2 kn laaaa....sbb korg kne biasekn mata brjga siang....sbb nye exam akn dijalankn wktu siang n bkn nye tgh mlm.......soo, klu korg biase tdo siang, nnt dlm exam msti korg ngntok......bhye, tkt2 klu korg trtdo, skln xsmpat nk jwb....kn da merugikn diri sendiri....

6. dpt kn tdo yg ckup

kte kne tdo dgn secukup nye sekurg2nye 5 jam spya mata n otak kte dpt rhat yg ckup......klu kte xckup tdo, nnt kple kte akn slalu pening n mata akan slalu ngntok......klu gni nnt mse revision kte akn trganggu.......sbb ble nk stdy je ngntok...nk stdy je ngntok.....ingt...TIDO SECUKUPNYE ye kwn2....

7. makan pd mse yg sepatutnye

perut kte mstilah sentiasa diisi dgn mknn....mcm sy slalu buat...hehehe sbb klu kte thn2, nnt prt kte lapa n bleh jd kte akn kne gastrik........soo have ur meal at the right time.......klu kte mkn ikt wktu yg btol, xde laaa perut kte trsiksa n meragam......klu perut kte meragam,die akn menyusahkn hdup kte.....soo, jgn laaa nk tmbh kesusahan dlm hdup anda.....;p

8. beriadah

klu asyik stdy je pun tension jgk....bdn kte kne laaa bergerak spy otak kte pun bergerak.....beriadah dpt membantu kte merelease tension n mndptkn ketenangan.......beriadah laaa ikt kesukaan msg2.....lain org lain cara.....klu sy, melihat pemandangan alam sekitar da ckup utk memberi ketenangan dlm jiwa....sbb sy mls nk memenat kn diri....nnt semput plak sy.....hehehe

9. ingat laa org tersayang

hahaha...yg ni pntg utk sy laa.....klu korg rs pntg, ingt2 laaa org yg trsayang......sbb pd sy, mengingati org tersayang pntg...sbb ia dpt meningkatkn smgt sy n juga menjadi sumber inspirasi dlm hdup sy......org yg tersyg termasok laaa keluarga kita yg berada di kampong.....jgn lupe talifon dieorg jgk....sbb mgkn dieorg rndukn kte.....;) n tmbhn nye ialah org yg special dlm hdup sy....my dear oppa.....(^_^)

10. memperbanyakkan ibadah

dlm kte menuntut ilmu, kte jgn lupe yg ilmu tu sbnrnye dtg dr Allah S.W.T........jd kte kne tunduk n menunaikan perintah Allah.......solat wajib 5 wktu kne jga dgn sebaik nye......klu korg sume dpt menunaikan kewajipan 5 wktu ni dgn sebaik nye, Insyaallah sume yg kat ats tu korg bleh buat dgn jaya nye.....sbb dlm membntuk disiplin kte nk buat sume kat ats tu, asas nye adlh solat...sbb solat mengajar kte mengurus mase dgn baik.....buat laaa solat tahajud n hajat sekiranye mampu....n seelok nye bacalah yasin setelah selesai solat subuh......


rs nye tu je yg sy wat utk preparation menghadapi final...smga korg dpt menghadapi final ni dgn jaya nye........selamat beramal.....(^_^)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

ble emosiku berbicara

sejak 2menjak ni....diri sy mnjadi mkin emosional.....sgt sensitive trhadap persekitaran n percakapan org....knpe ntah....sy pun xtahu.....n juga mudah terasa ngn ape yg org lain ckap....sy xnk arr gni....btol ckap adi....sy ni byk luahan perasaan plak kat blog ni.......xpelah....kne tkr agak nye kot......its okey......sy akn buat 1 blog khas utk luahan hti sy kpd die.......hehehehe

kpd yg berkenaan sy mntk maaf ye.....hr ni terasa agak sunyi laaaa.......rs agak plik ble jrg msj die......jiwa sy rs kosg...........tp sy wat gni spya die rs selesa............xdelah ag die rs rimas ngn sy.........btol jgk ape die ckp..........xkn sume nk gtau............jd sy ambk kptsn.......tggu die je yg msj.........tu pun nsb baik die nk msj.........klu x,ntah xde kot.......sunyi nyerr rs....ape sy nk buat ni.......rs rndu sgt2 kat die........wlupn die dkt, tp rs sprti die jaoh.......nsb baik ade gmbr2 die....leh gak wat pengubat rndu.....

sy jd xbrsmgt laaa ble mcm ni..............lmh lmbik dah ni........ajakn die sy tolak.......xpelah...biar die spend lbih msa utk kwn2 die......nnt klu slalu sgt ape plak kwn2 die ckp kn........sy xnk laaa bg imej yg xbaik pd die.........perasaan sy..kerinduan sy....biar laa sy smpn dlm hti ni........memadai pd sy gtu.......drpd sy menyusahkn die.......lgpun die ade lg byk mslh lain nk pk selain sy.....jd sy xnk laaa tmbah mslh die ag.........

emmm....die adlh sumber inspirasi sy....pencetus smgt sy selain drpd keluarga.......skrg wat krje pun scra pksa.....kdg2 mcm xikhlas je nk buat.......rs mls dh nk wat krje2 yg ade.........selera mkn pun da mkin kurg.....abs laaa ngn bdn ni....punye arr pnat2 naik kn brt bdn.....xlme ag msti trun punye.....adoi

sudah....sudah....xabs2 ngn feeling je sy ni.....hemmm.....kne brsmgt ni demi org yg trsayang........klu sy btol2 syg kn die sy kne wat yg trbaik...n sy nk jd yg trbaik utk die....;) sy xleh tnjuk kn yg sy lmh....klu xnnt die pun akn rs lmh......sy kne brsmgt spy nnt die pun brsmgt jgk......kpd die....sy sgt2 syg kn awk.....(^_^)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

a sorry for you

maaf ye sbb sy slalu byk tye........sy cume nk tau ttg awk......maaf sbb da buat awk rs xslesa.....bkn sy nk mengongkong......sy cuma nk tau sume psal awk......sy nk make sure awk okey.......tp lain jd nye......maaf ye.....lps ni sy akn cube bg kebebasan pd awk........awk bleh buat ape je yg awk nk.....xprlu bgtau sy lagi....n sy akn cube utk xsibuk2 brtye psal awk......spya awk slesa n xrimas........sy jga xkn curi mse2 awk ag.....awk spend laa dgn sebaiknye......i'm sorry for everything....enjoy urlife okey....

Monday, March 14, 2011

agak nye kot

emmm........die sebolehnye xnk org tau ttg kteorg kot...........tp nape ekk??...........agak nye die malu klu ia brkaitan dgn sy....mgkn jgk laaa.......terasa sdey ckit laaa.......sy klu boleh nk 1 dunia tahu ttg ade nye die dlm hdup sy.....hehehehe nk wat mcm mane.....xkn nk pksa kn......biar je lah......sy nk aje tnjuk kat blog ni.....tp bg menghormati die.....sy xbuat laaa....emmmm.....xpe2,hr ni sy terasa baik hti nk tnjuk kn plak....nk tgk my sweet?.....sweet tau.....ni haaa....(^_^)

LEE HONG KI

encem nyer.....like a lot....hehehe


renungan yg mggodaku....ahahaha


comel sgt2......soo sweetttt

hari2 dgr suara die.......utk mengubat rndu ni......kui3 (^_^)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

chenta....

ptg ni xde rs nk buat krje pun....huhuhu esok de kuiz.....kne stdy tp skrg mood nk stdy tu xde....so sy pun online2 then trbaca ttg tips cinta.....heheheh like....like....like......sy ske bc sesuatu ttg cinta...nape ntah...mgkn sbb i'm in love.....hahahaha nk tau ape yg sy bc?.....ni die....TIPS memujuk lelaki yg MERAJUK :
  1. berikan si dia ruang utk bersendirian
  2. sentiasa memberikn si dia sokongan
  3. jangan bertanyakn ttg perasaan nya
  4. buat sesuatu yg dpt mggembirakn hti anda
awk rs tips ni berguna x?......mgkn bleh guna....(^_^)

Dalam sesebuah perhubungan, tidak salah jika ada perasaan marah atau cemburu kerana ia sudah adat cuma jangan berlebihan. Emosi marah tidak harus menguasai diri kerana ia hanya akan mendatangkan keretakan dalam hubungan. Mengikut kajian pakar, hampir 80 peratus keretakan dalam perhubungan berpunca apabila perasaan marah dijadikan perasaan utama. Ini berlaku apabila setiap kali wujud krisis dalam hubungan, setiap pasangan akan mula berfikir untuk memutuskan hubungan dan mencari pengganti yang mungkin lebih memahami perasaan diri yang sebenarnya.

Kadangkala masalah kecil diperbesarkan sedangkan masalah itu boleh diselesaikan dengan berbincang antara satu sama lain. Tetapi apabila perasaan marah sudah menguasai diri dan hubungan berakhir, lazimnya ia berlaku dengan alasan tiada jodoh dan sefahaman.Memang benar jodoh itu di tangan Tuhan tetapi kita berhak berusaha agar jodoh kekal bersama orang tersayang.Tetapi jangan hanya sebelah pihak saja berusaha. Usaha mesti dilakukan kedua-dua pihak untuk mendapatkan hasil lebih memuaskan.

Satu lagi perasaan yang perlu diatasi adalah cemburu. Tidak salah untuk rasa cemburu tetapi biarlah berpada-pada. Memang benar cemburu tandanya sayang tetapi jangan melampaui batas. Tidakkah rasa sia-sia hubungan yang dijalin sekian lama terputus begitu saja hanya disebabkan cemburu pada pasangan? Ramai yang memperkatakan soal cemburu malah pelbagai cara untuk mengekang perasaan cemburu daripada terus menyelubungi hidup.Terdapat dua langkah yang boleh diambil untuk mengelakkan perasaan cemburu mengawal hidup kita iaitu jujur dan setia.

Memang ada perkara yang tidak memungkinkan kita berterus terang tapi bagi mengelakkan pasangan memikirkan perkara yang bukan-bukan, lebih baik jujur dan berterus terang dengan pasangan bagi mengelakkan perselisihan faham berterusan. Jika jujur pada pasangan, sudah pasti dia akan menaruh kepercayaan dan mengekalkan perhubungan itu hingga ke akhir hayat. Kesetiaan juga memainkan peranan penting kerana jika kita sayangkan pasangan, sudah pasti kita juga akan setia padanya.Jika sayangkan seseorang, sudah pasti kita tahu siapa yang ada di hati. Jadi, apabila sentiasa mengingati pasangan, amat mudah untuk kita mengelakkan diri daripada berlaku curang pada pasangan.


Saturday, March 12, 2011

dedicated to my oppa

dear oppa, this song is dedicated especially for you....hope u enjoy hearing this song.....love u soo much oppa.....(^_^)

stress memuncak!!!!

perrgggghhhh!!!......gler arr kne tibai ngn supervisor n examiner td....fuhhhh pening sy dibuat nyerrr....byk gler nk kne ubah seyh....hmmm........agak2 smpt ke xnk ubah sume ni?????.........adoi abs laaa kali ni....emmmm.....kne buat rujukan lbih ag ni.....mane nk carik nihh???...........mmg kne jd budak libry klu gni nih......wahai libry....i'm coming to you....huhuhuhuhu

kne setting mind balik.....kmpl sume smgt n inspirasi yg secukupnye utk perbetolkn sume yg die nk.....byk seyh....nmpk je xbyk....tp nk yg sedetail2 nye laa plak....klu ade doraemon ni,dh lme da sy sruh die tolg carikn......huuiiissshhhhh xbleh patah smgt dlu klu gni.....kne trus kn jgk.....time constain ni membelit nyawa btollll.....kne kejar mse sblm reach deadline........

hurrmmmm.......xde sape2 nk tolg ke?....huhuhu sdeh nyerrr laaa hr ni....dh laa hujan...kne hentam ag dgn mcm2 komen.....adoi pening kple sy dibuatnye......hujan....hujan.....nape laa trun hr ni.....xberhenti2 dr smlm....xnk laaa bnjir ag...da penat da......huhuhuhu

presentation PPTA

hr ni sy ade presentattion PPTA ngn supervisor n examiner sy......wahh,takootttt seyh...nabez2 ni...huhuhu skrg tgh mengedit slide utk presentation......stlh pk2, sy xnk buang slide yg dh buat....tp nk tkr susunan die...haaaa.....wat link byk2...agak2 nk bc br tekan....hehehehe wish me luck ye.....hr ni nk kne defends diri btol2 ni.....klu x, abs laaa kne serang ngn komen2 dr supervisor n examiner......siap arr dieorg klu tye yg mcm2.....i'm willing to counterattack....hahahahaha doakn sy ye...hrap2 presentation kali ni xmghadapi byk mslh sgt......spy proses research paper sy berjalan ngn lncar......;)

Friday, March 11, 2011

penat+ngantok

penat nye dok mengedit html kod spy afe divider2 ni sume.....akmar kate serabut je....ye ke?...emmm ske nk tmbh2 kat blog, nk wat mcm mane....hehehe skrg tgh mendung.....mgkn sbbb TSUNAMI kat jepun kot....kesian dieorg...huhuhu takooootttt nyee sy......hrap2 xsmpai kat cni.....bhya tau klu smpai kat cni....tgh trpikir lak kengkawan yg berade di PCB.....huhuhu apelah kabar dieorg ekk?...harap2 sume nye selamat....

tgh blurr ni...esok ade presentation....tp mcm xbersemangat je nk present ble teringat akn supervisor baru tu....hadoi2 pening pale dibuat nye.....drpd pk psl org tu, baik pk pasal oppa...hehehe miss u oppa......asyik ulang ayt yg sme je......kikiki xpe, sy xjemu mengulang nye...risau klu die pulak yg jemu nk dgr...huhuhu rndu sgt2 kat die....emmmm

kursus undang2 jenayah syariah

hr ni sy attend kursus undang2 jenayah syariah sbg syrt sblm nk join krsus pra perkahwinan....ceramah td mcm2 die ckp ttg kesalahan syariah n hukuman2 yg dikenakn kpd pesalah laku.....nk cte nye....betapa mengantok nye laa sy dlm dwn kuliah td....siap mkn2 ag nk elak kn ngntok nye....n smbil mmbuang tabiat....smpat ag paper chatting ngn kengkawan....adoi2

nakal sgguh ye....byk sgt die cte..klu nk tulis kat cnimsti pjg....hahaha sooo,.....nk smbg laa tdo ni....bg melepaskn hajat ngntok kat dlm dwn td.....esok ade kursus lain pulak...tmbhn esk ade presentation PPTA.....taaakkooooooottttttttttttttttt nyeeeeee.....huhuhuhu wish me luck ye....nk kne berdepan ngn en.nizam yg seterik glerr tu....adoi (*_*!!)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

emmmm....

how should i say it?......emmmm.... i also dont know....that kind of question really have move my heart a bit.......i feel like i'm nothing now......but i have to proceed with my live....i'm scared....that person have think about it ones.........its not impossible if that person rethink about it again.......what i'm suppose to do?...........i feel like i'm losing my world.......i don't want it to happen again to me......coz i really hope this is the last one......i'm really scared and sad......i dont wanna face it again.......that kind of thing really hurt me on the past...........seems like it kinda happen again.......Ya Allah......please give me strength.....coz i dont think i can handle it if its really2 happen......now i feel like i wanna cry.........i now like as if i was in a caution mode.......anytime can happen.........i lose my mood even though i try not to express it in front others........i'm trying......i feel lonely now......in my heart i feel the sadness even my face didn't show it......i'll try to forget about it.....n still trying.........Ya Allah......please help me....i'm begging u......~~~~

Sunday, March 6, 2011

fever attack..


today i dont feel very well....everywhere i go, i feel hot....i dont know what degree of Celsius have i reach...... my body also not feeling well....maybe fever has attacking me....aaaahhhh dont like it......i dont wanna get sick.....it makes me lost my mood....i also lost my appetite.....my dinner...i didn't finish it....thanks to oppa for accompany me to go for a dinner....i'm soo sorry coz i'm losing my mood.....i miss u oppa.....n love u soo much......i wish ur by my side now.....emmmm

body warming

my body feels like it is being heated from the inside of it....i can't identify what actually happen...either i'm sick or not....coz it always happen like diz....sometimes i feel like my body is burning...huuhhuuhuu this evening its not soo good for me......i've done what i wanna do......i know it seem to be bad thing to do things like that.....but i have to....soo that my heart will feel relief then....i'm soo sorry coz i have to do that....maybe next time.....the time will come.....

Saturday, March 5, 2011

again!....new fren come to da family...(^_^)

hai semua....today we got new friends.....hehehe kali ni kengkawan yg hadiah kn......pndai dieorg pilih....ni kwn baru eli-kun.....cube teka name die?....hehehe i already decide her name....hahaha nme kwn br kte ni is nusa-chan.....cute nyerr~~ geram sy dgn sume doraemon ni.....hehehe

introducing nusa-chan....(^_^)


nusa-chan & eli-kun


comel nyerr~~ suke..suke..suke
(^_*)

Friday, March 4, 2011

gamsahabnida..(^_^)

Tonite i eat a lot of food....hehehe i have a dinner with oppa eat nasi gorg biasa.....to my shock i finish it all.....usually i didn't finish my dish...hahaha mybe coz i didn't eat in the afternoon....after that fathin n friend invite me to her stall....at there we eat a lot of foods to.....mee gorg, spagetti gorg n mushroom soup with pasta....i feel like my stomach gonna blow...hahaha thank you very much fatin n friends.....(^_^)

i also happy tonite coz got present from my oppa.....i'm soo excited to know what its...he ask me to open it when i reach my room....i immediately open the present when o enter my room...like it a lot.....its my favorite...DOREMON....(^_^) well, i wanna give it name....from now gotta new friend..his name is...ELI-KUN...(^_^*)

WELCOME TO OUR NEW FAMILY

i like it...aha..aha....(^_^)


my CUTE eli-kun

Thursday, March 3, 2011

skt nye hti ni

alaahai....apelah nsb hr ni mlg btol.....4@5 kali da lptp ni trpadam....sume gara2 org dtg trpijak wayar....mula2 time sy wat assigment....xpsl2 ptg td kne taip balik....pnat je sy taip...kn da xsme idea yg mula2 n kemudian nye....br td mmbr dtg ag nk print...kali ni trpadam time sy br siap tggu cte favorite sy "We Got Married"(WGM) tu full.....br je nk tgk, die trpijak lagi....trpadam la lptp tu...rs nk nangis da ni....punye laaa sy tggu cte tu full dr sblm asar ag....hish mmg nk nangis sgguh ni.....nape laa nsb hr ni xbaik....cdeh2....kne tggu ag cte tu....nk thn punye sabar ni...smpai xtrkate da kat kwn.....senyum je trmampu...pdhal dlm hti da hujan lebat da.....huhuhuhu

moon doesn't come yet

i juz come back from wandering at pasar pagi...buying some food for my breakfast...i didn't buy food for my lunch coz its not attracting me...recently i feel kind of down a little bit, getting sensitive with what people say n do to me....i wandering why was all this about?.....my tension can be part of it....n i think again....ohh,my moon doesn't come yet....adoi but its okey...coz i can get away from the pain that i always suffer....i would like to apologize to all if i have acting bad to them....especially to oppa....i'm soo sorry....i should try to control it...but sometimes i inadvertent acting rude to people around me......soo sorry...i wish i could go to a place where i can found peace in me.....hmmmmmm

planning for today

morning dear blog, today i'm planning to arrange my day as good as i can....can i?....;p there many works to do...if i listed it down...hmmmm let me think...i think its okey coz everyday i look out into my blog...then if i put here it can be as my reminder...hehehe

so what 's my planning today?....since oppa have activities diz morning+ko-k at the evening, soo i'm own my own today....
morning-wandering at pasar buy foods....(^_^)
-starting to do works(strategic individual)summit TODAY!!!

afternoon-lunch in da room
-sleep....hehehehe

evening-start doing strategic groups works
-taking airs at ampaian....???

nights-having dinner with oppa (+ borak2 if he wants to)
-edit PPTA

before midnight- going to sleep....;)

i think thats all i coul do today.....hope i can fulfill it....(^_^)

to dearest celcom

to my dearest celcom...

thanks for giving me free calls and msj for a week as a present for my befday....i really appreciate it...but why do i feel its juz the same whether i get it or not?....coz i still not calling as frequent as i can do..coz everybody are busy...when i'm busy they are not, when i free they were busy...soo, this free call seems doesn't matter to me....as if i don't have it....

i'll also think that they maybe they have boring to hear story from me....coz my story is juz a simple everyday story..... doesn't attract attention at all...that why they dont talk much with me....juz a short conversation then silence comes.....so what does this free calls for?

well..you can take it back.....maybe i dont need it anymore...coz its juz the same....out there, probbaly more people need it than me...those people are the people that you should give to.....

anyway, thanks my dearest celcom....i'll always be with you....;)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

my favorite activities

today i'm going to talk about my favorite activities....hehehe today suddenly i feel like i wanna talk about it....coz i feel down today when i'm thinking about all my assignments that need to be submit this month....hope i can be spirited up after diz....(^_^)

EATING
well....this is my most favorite activity among all.....i like to eat foods especially fast food....not so nutritious right?....huhuhu well...anything i like to eat...everyday i eat frequently compare to my friends....but i don't eat as much as them....my friends eat a lot but they juz eat 1@2 times a day....me?...i eat at least 4@5 times a day....hahaha since i eat in a small quantity, its not effect me much....my stomach quickly get full n hungry....i also like to eat in da class....i rather eating than sleeping in the class....eating helps my eyes opens....(^_^)

BLOGGING
this is my second most favorite activity.....since i learn how to make blog when i take IT sbjct in 3rd sem, i turn to like it....coz in my blog i like to express my feelings freely....i know that not everybody like to hear my story, my grumbling and my sigh......sooo, i juz express it here...;) when i get tension, sad and so on, i'll write something in my blog...after that i'll get better and spirited....(^_^)

SLEEPING
this is my third most favorite activity....i like to sleep after come back from my class....coz i always feel like my head is heavy with the knowledge that i learn in da class....although not all that the lecturer teach i understand....sleep helps me gain back my energy that lost....but oversleep@not enough sleep makes me headache and dizzy....having sweet dreams makes me wanna sleep even more...(^_^)

well...that the top 3 of my favorite activities....hahahaha

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Starting the March

hr ni da 1 march....n i'm starting my day dgn facebooking n blogging.....hahahaha td br pas bukak fb, byk gler yg wish befday....terharu btol...trmsok laa my oppa......thanks a lot ye pd sume yg mengewish sy nye befday......da mkin meningkat usia ni......adoi3

anyway, hr ni ade 1 kelaz je...tghari nnt........mcm byk je mse rhat kn....tp tu hanya jam semata2......reality nye kne siapkn byk assignment yg melambak2...hohoho wlupn mcm da buat byk, still assignment tu ade kn....sy pun xphm jgk nape.....mcm assignment ni xpts2 slagi sem ni xabs.......

smlm dpt brita sdeh ttg kwn terbaik ku msok hospital......sdeh gler seyh!......mengalir air mata ni.....tu laa hang, ni msti degil xnk dgr ckp dktor....kn da msok hospital.......konon xnk bgtau org ttg skt yg dialami......skrg da msok hospital?.....ape cte ni?......kesimpulan nye wahai kwn terbaikku.....rjin2 laaa cek kesihatan hang ye sblm mkin terok.........kn xpasal2 da melepek kat hspital nuh....smga cpt smboh n kuar2 laa dr hospital tu.....nurse da xlarat nk tgk....hahahahahaa

how my march suppose to be?.........klu bln feb busy ngn preparation utk PPTA n assigment.....bln march op coz laaa busiest ngn submit assgmnt.......klu dikira2 kn......ade 6@7 assigment nk kne submit dlm bln ni....mau xpecah kple ni......klu xbleh kwl perasaan mmg da lme jd org giler ni....hahaha

sume students kat UMK ni smkin busy ble msok bln 3 ni.....ade yg exam, ade yg wat assignment, ade yg presentation, ade yg kne g interview company......n ade jgk yg berhemas pulas ngn proposal PPTA, op coz laaa kteorg geng2 senior ni kn.......yg sadis nye, ade jgk mmbr2 ku yg mcm kne wat balik......dh laa kamis ni deadline......mane xgler nye....(*_*!!)

my supervisor ade tye nk wat comparison study antra country x?......klu sy op coz pilih BRUNEI....sbb nk korekss duit kat sane...hahahaha tp living tggi sgt seyh!......dh laaa xbiase ngn tmpt tu,.....br pg skali je, tu pun mse form 3.....lme dh tu......lgpun sy rs proposal sy xstrong enough utk wat kajian kat sane.....supervisor xpuji pun....ntah2 sje je tye....ceyhh!...klu akmar ye.....die siap ckp proposal akmar leh dpt A tu klu wat pembtulan ckit.....yg sy nye ntah laa......(@_@!!)

dgn level yg ade skrg ni, da xkisah da ape nk jd ngn PPTA.....yg pntg siap n hntr........tu je......ramai member2 sy yg xdo mmgu ni dok siapkn PPTA....chaiyok3...u n all.....msh de mse ag ni......gambate!!! (^_^) pjg btol post kali ni...byk sgt luahan hti nye.....hehehe okeylah, until here then......assalamualaikum