Saturday, May 1, 2010

..a poem..dedicated to....myself...

hmmmmm...
the world is unpredictable
everyday always have surprise
today it same goes to me
quiet shock...(*_*")

do you ever have a friend?
a new friend
is't good to be friend with other?
i have a new friend
a friend that just suddenly meet
i though it is good to be friend with other
because i like to be friend...

do we have to state a reason
why we want to be friend?
well,i dont think so
because we have to be honest
when we wanna make friends
but i'm not that lucky
its my faith
to meet new friends
that actually dont wanna be friend with me...

i though they are honest
to be friend with me..
but i'm wrong
both of them are using me..
making fun of me
hurting my heart
make me cry
lie to me...(*_*!!)

when i try to protect myself
they say i'm hurting them
i'm disturbing their life
didn't they realize?
its actually they are starting it first
they stabbing me from behind
killing my feeling
how cruel they are...

both of them saying
i should stop what i'm doing
how about them?
is playing with my feeling like that look soo great?
is lie and pretending to be friend
with me feel soo great??

they are soo selfish
they really forget oneself
dont they know
what goes around comes around?
what you give you will get back??
some day they will know
how does all this feel

to be left by their love one
to be not appreciated
to be cheated by their own best friend
to be lonely
to be blame even they
trying to protect themselves
to be suffering with pain
to be hurt in the heart
to be playing by other people

i will never ever
forgiving them.....

Ya Allah...
jika apa yang aku alami ini adalah satu ujian dariMu,
aku redha dan akan cuba bersabar dengan dugaan ini....
Ya Allah...
lindungi lah aku dari sebarang penganaiyaan,
kurniakan la kesihatan yang berpanjangan,
hapuskan la kesakitan dan kesedihan dalam hatiku,
ku berserah segalanya padaMu,
hanya engkau
Yang Maha Kuasa
Tuhan sekalian alam.....







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