Tuesday, May 25, 2010

A FRIEND FROM ABOVE....

I prayed for you before we met,
Not knowing who you'd be.
I asked the Lord to send a friend.
One chosen just for me.

I asked that they'd be Godly,
With wisdom of His ways.
A friend to help and guide me
I the troubles of these days.

So often in life, we need someone
To listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.

The narrow road we choose to follow
May sometimes make us stumble.
But to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.

When I asked the Lord to send a friend,
Though many came and went.
He gave much more than I ever asked,
For you are the friend He sent.

Friday, May 21, 2010

my business imagination

what i want in my business???
i've a lot of ideas...
in my mind of course
but i dont know how to make it done

well,of coz my imagination business
very impresive n excellent
but it juz a dream
how could it possibly come true?

even i dont know
i fell like i'm not capable enough
dont have enough money
dont have enough experience
dont have workers
i dont have everything
i only have ideas

but how could imake it realiazation??
still have to think
of coz start from da beginning
but...where to start???

Thursday, May 20, 2010

doing SIEP

right now

i'm doing my siep

fenin 2 also laaa kat cni

huhuhuuhuhu..

but i still didn't go

to da place i want

(^_^!!)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

renungan bersama

Cinta Daripada Pandangan Imam Al-Syafie
www.iluvislam.com
Dihantar Oleh: akrimimathawa
Editor: RosNiza Abdullah


Imam Al-Syafie banyak memberi pedoman dalam memilih kawan. Beliau juga mengakui sukar mencari sahabat sejati yang mahu berkongsi suka duka bersama. Ketika menilai sahabat sejati pada waktu susah, katanya:

“Kawan yang tidak dapat dimanfaatkan ketika susah lebih mendekati musuh daripada sebagai kawan.

Tidak ada yang abadi dan tidak ada kawan yang sejati kecuali yang menolong ketika susah.

Sepanjang hidup aku berjuang bersungguh-sungguh mencari sahabat sejati hingga pencarianku melenakanku.

Ku kunjungi seribu negara, namun tidak satu negara pun yang penduduknya berhati manusia".


Imam Al-Syafie turut meminta kita berhati-hati memilih sahabat kerana sahabat yang baik akan membawa ke arah kebaikan dan begitu sebaliknya. Katanya:

“Jika seseorang tidak dapat menjaga nama baiknya kecuali dalam keadaan terpaksa, tinggalkanlah dia dan jangan bersikap belas kasihan kepadanya. Banyak orang lain yang dapat menjadi penggantinya. Berpisah dengannya bererti istirehat.

Dalam hati masih ada kesabaran buat kekasih, meskipun memerlukan daya usaha yang keras. Tidak semua orang yang engkau cintai, mencintaimu dan sikap ramahmu kadangkala dibalas dengan sikap tidak sopan. Jika cinta suci tidak datang daripada tabiatnya, tidak ada gunanya cinta yang dibuat-buat.

Tidak baik bersahabat dengan pengkhianat kerana dia akan mencampakkan cinta setelah dicintai. Dia akan memungkiri jalinan cinta yang terbentuk dan akan menampakkan hal yang dulunya menjadi rahsia.

Seseorang itu juga dapat menundukkan musuhnya dengan menunjukkan rasa persahabatan".

Imam Al-Syafie dalam hal ini berkata:

“Ketika aku menjadi pemaaf dan tidak mempunyai rasa dengki, hatiku lega, jiwaku bebas daripada bara permusuhan.

Ketika musuhku berada di hadapanku, aku sentiasa menghormatinya. Semua itu kulakukan agar aku dapat menjaga diriku daripada kejahatan.

Aku nampakkan keramahan, kesopanan dan rasa persahabatanku kepada orang yang kubenci, seperti aku nampakkan hal itu kepada orang yang kucintai.”

Saturday, May 8, 2010

flying...flying...(^_^)

wahh...pnat nye nk tggu...

next flight is going to kuching

i'm still in klia now...huhuhu

ohh..my home....

i'm coming today...

(^_^)


Saturday, May 1, 2010

..a poem..dedicated to....myself...

hmmmmm...
the world is unpredictable
everyday always have surprise
today it same goes to me
quiet shock...(*_*")

do you ever have a friend?
a new friend
is't good to be friend with other?
i have a new friend
a friend that just suddenly meet
i though it is good to be friend with other
because i like to be friend...

do we have to state a reason
why we want to be friend?
well,i dont think so
because we have to be honest
when we wanna make friends
but i'm not that lucky
its my faith
to meet new friends
that actually dont wanna be friend with me...

i though they are honest
to be friend with me..
but i'm wrong
both of them are using me..
making fun of me
hurting my heart
make me cry
lie to me...(*_*!!)

when i try to protect myself
they say i'm hurting them
i'm disturbing their life
didn't they realize?
its actually they are starting it first
they stabbing me from behind
killing my feeling
how cruel they are...

both of them saying
i should stop what i'm doing
how about them?
is playing with my feeling like that look soo great?
is lie and pretending to be friend
with me feel soo great??

they are soo selfish
they really forget oneself
dont they know
what goes around comes around?
what you give you will get back??
some day they will know
how does all this feel

to be left by their love one
to be not appreciated
to be cheated by their own best friend
to be lonely
to be blame even they
trying to protect themselves
to be suffering with pain
to be hurt in the heart
to be playing by other people

i will never ever
forgiving them.....

Ya Allah...
jika apa yang aku alami ini adalah satu ujian dariMu,
aku redha dan akan cuba bersabar dengan dugaan ini....
Ya Allah...
lindungi lah aku dari sebarang penganaiyaan,
kurniakan la kesihatan yang berpanjangan,
hapuskan la kesakitan dan kesedihan dalam hatiku,
ku berserah segalanya padaMu,
hanya engkau
Yang Maha Kuasa
Tuhan sekalian alam.....







xgune punye kawan!!!

Ade kwn tp mkn kawan watpe??!!!!!....mmg stupid punye org laaaa...ptt laa mse awl2 dlu beria nk sgt tau hal org.....pendengar yg baik konon....damn shit!!....rupenye jadi spy org lain....mmg xgune punye lelaki....sume lelaki sme je.....bleh blah arr!!....korek rahsia org bukan main lagi...ble da kantoi tau takut,....pndai pulak lari...delete dr frens laa...dlu nk korek rhsia manis mulut.....TER add konon..saje2..tp sbnrnye mmg sengaje kn.....stupid guy....ptt laa ske sgt bc blog org...rupenye jd spy sukerala....go to hell la!!.....menyakitkn hati btol...nak berkawan dgn org,tp sbb ade alasan....kawan xikhlas buat ape....mmg PALOI laa org tu.....u really make me mad man......tikam org dari belakang...MEMANG sifat yg BAGUS sgt laa tu...semoga dirahmati...cehhh!!....menyampah tahap cipan arrr....DAMN!!

..study..study..control madness...;p

my next paper is law..
huhu...nk termuntah da bc law ni...
soo many things to remember..
huhuhu...

but i still didn't found
a law
saying that
we cant express our feelings
on our own blog...
dush!!
hahaha...shoot sudah...;p

anyway,go luck to all my frens
study law mena2 ahh
lets rock with da law...
hehehehe



they are not Matured!!

Do u think ur r matured enough???....think about it again.....different people have different level of matured....we can see it in many ways.....sometimes we can see it in term of how that people making decisions.....it remaind me story about the stupid couple...hahaha at these time, i'm so...ishh...dont know how to say...so many feelings....marah..sdeh...geram..skt hti...menyampah...kecewa...gembira..lawak...kesian...n other...all kind of feelings...i feel it in the same time...can u imagine that??...hahaha

Want to know why i suddenly feel i diz?..well it because there is a crazy boy giving me a warning....like who he think he are??...plezzz laaa.....ptt ke nk halang sy post ape yg sy nk??...well,diz is my blog man...skati sy laa nk post ape...i'm not mention your name...soo,yg nk perasan sgt tu watpe??...klu ade name awk,xksh la nk blame ke ape....such stupid action....ape punye org laaa...xptt btol...dlu time syg bkn main ayt power...skrg tau pulak tkt ngn bini...bleh blah laa mamat mcm tu....man cannot be trusted u know gurl...

Then,yg the soo gurly tu nk mengamok tgk fb n blog sy watpe la kn??...i'm not invite her to read my blog....if u wanna say u TERbaca, i'm not a kid laa...mcm mane bleh TERbaca klu xcari kn??.....mcm kita nk stdy gak,klu kte tak search 4 the info,how come u wanna know right?...the same thing laa...soo,xyah nk kate terbace ke ape...ckp je laa mmg nk bc kn....tkt sgt org ambk laki die....hmm...he's not yet become my boyfren laa...nk tkt ape?...cik kak,smpai mati pun sy xkn rmpas tau die dr awk...dah,xyah nk risau ape2 ag...

I really dont uunderstand why that couple investigate me??....xbleh ke blah dr hdup sy?...i'm not disturbing both of your life now...i've my own life...kate nk create life between both of u??...soo,g la jaoh2...yg dok sebok2 dgn fb n blog sy watpe?...klu tau rs skt hti xyah laa tgk....xyah la bca...xyah laa susah kn diri nak search...mind ur own bisnes....lgpun,cant u see up there?...i wrote confession of my heart...of course laa yg ade kat cni ttg luahan hti sy....so,its up to me to decide what i wanna write about...

They r acting like a kid laaa.....not matured....if ur not trust ur partner....n searching info about it....u dont have to mengamok laa...juz settle it between u guys...dont include other people....because that is ur own life....be patient,try to tolerate each other....n klu da nk bercinta tu,tolg laa tetap kn pendirian...dont bother to flirt with others...juz care to whom u wanna care....ni x,ade ke nk slh kn org pulak.."sbb kn post awk ni laa die jd mcm tu"...fuhh stupid la....soo selfish....stop bangauing others....buang mse je klu da blaja bnde tu tp xpraktik kn.....

To other readers, i'm soo sorry if i'm using rude words....i feel soo many kinds of feeling inside me....until it make me burst like this....i'm not intentionally to do this...i want to defense myself...i've also have the right to talk......i dont want people to make fun of me...take advantage of me....i dont want to be a weak girl....i wanna be strong....able to defense myself,to protect my right....dont wanna let other people make jokes of me....that's what i wanna be....again...sorry for everything...this is juz a ceonfession of my heart...salam